I hope you are out there, somewhere, waiting for me, not piously or with chastity for I cannot expect what I do not fulfill... But at least knowingly, not in your mind but in your heart, or with the same hope that one day we will find each other. Not for happily ever after, for fairytails are just that, but for all the times when you wished you were alone even though you know that's the one thing you don't need... For the times when you wish someone would say "Shut up and get on with it"... For the times when you could just lie in bed listening to their heartbeat, because nothing else in the world seems as real or miraculous as having some contented at your side... For the times when we all feel fragile, lost, excited, misunderstood, angry and in love...
In short, I promise to be me. With all my faults and habits, vices and virtues, but also with all my love and devotion, no matter what... If you are out there, or if I have already met you and ruined it, know that I wait, bleeding, hopeful, smiling, crying, frustrated and joyous for the day when I can make you happy...
In short, I promise to be me. With all my faults and habits, vices and virtues, but also with all my love and devotion, no matter what... If you are out there, or if I have already met you and ruined it, know that I wait, bleeding, hopeful, smiling, crying, frustrated and joyous for the day when I can make you happy...
Me xxx
